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Friday, 21 May 2010

may JUNE be another good start too

While it is the time to sleep now, I feel so actively ACTIVE and am doing my blogging now here in BlogSpot, my ALL times favorite place. This is all because I just did all the "duties" like a pupil in school. I swept the floor, I mopped the floor, I washed the bathroom, I brushed the toilet, and I did all the cleanings at the time of 10pm. I am so willing to do all this without an order or gentle reminders. Don't you share the same mind as mine? :)

Yea. I totally love the month of May. Not because of work or friends. For work, there is something that is yet to be announced: There will be a major change in my workplace, Re-shuffle and Re-structure of tax department, with effect from 1st June 2010, due to departure of one of the Tax Director. It doesn't mind. I will just adapt and adopt. I love May because of the important decision I have made. Quoted from whoever ever said this: The life you are living now was determined by the decision you had made 5 years ago. This is truthfully true. So now try to think: What are you really WANT in your LIFE? It is never too late for a change :)

This question hits my heart, deep inside to the bottom. It is so true right!! What do I really want in my life?!! And what you want in yours?!! I don't want to work till 65 years old, the average retirement age in Singapore!! Oh my dear... That's so damn old!! I can't imagine how my face looks like when I'm 65!! No no... With this decision I'm sure I look so much younger when my age hits 65 :D

When this important decision was slowly formed inside my little and easily fragile heart, I started feeling my life getting easier and I live my life lively. Though I'm still stressed at work and confused by human relationship. I'm anyhow not easily get affected now :) Just take it easy okay, girls and guys out there!!

So I'm trying to have a change, slowly by slowly to become a brand new myself. What I need to do now is to build up my confident. Yea, be more Confidence and be more Firm. Oh yah, before that, I got to cure my Decision Making Disorder ("DMD") and Slower Than Snails ("STS"). ROFL. Wahahahaha!!

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