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Saturday, 31 July 2010

Welcoming August

It is the last day for July, 2010. I shall wrap up everything and start to enjoy the new months.


Mummy came and visits me in mid of June. We went to Singapore Zoo with my cousin’s family. After that I have a haircut end of June. I love this new hairdo, freshly look!



It was soccer fever in the month of July. I bet but did not win. No luck on me huh :( Ha-ha Anyway it was fun to have chances like these going out with bunch of friends till late night to watch the soccer match.


And then yea, took 2 days leave off and went to Resorts World Convention Centre to enjoy a great sharing that is going to change my whole life to a better one :)


It was quite a stressful month at work in July. Super duper tight deadlines for me and got to work overtime quite frequently. Works alone might not make me sick of stress, relationship with human sometimes contribute to that. One fine Friday night after work went for dinner with colleagues at IKEA Alexandra. Nice food we have had. Eat can de-stress. Whahaaha

Third Friday of July, it came to the day of University friend gathering dinner. Rejection is not a big deal! But my mood was seriously affected by the responses. Well, I told myself I’m not going to organize any gathering again. But KL said he would help me on this. Thanks for your understanding.



After the gathering, went to join my colleagues and started our night walk from Helix Bridge to Raffles Place. 930pm-1130pm. Fun night



The same day was also the last day of work for zx. Only 1 week for now, I started to miss his laughter :D


This is the cutest bookshelf I have ever seen. Ceci made this and we wrote our wishes in the little books for her Papa’s birthday. So sweet.



A lot of things happened in July. And it came to Felicia’s last day of work on Wednesday where I was out of office. We went for dinner the night after and really can feel her happiness. I hope I’m going to enjoy the same soon.


Friday, last day of work of the week. Went to Timbre @ Arts House. I really enjoyed the dinner with my super housemates. But I discovered something that I have never thought of! What a ridiculous thing that I can see. Yea and that is ME. Who cares? By now I apologize if I’m wrong but please forgive me because I’m not sincere in doing this.


Yet, we slept at 5am because we went for a BEST movie called After Shock, a story about earth quake in Tangshan. I cried all the way till the movie ends. Movie ended at around 3am :D Review: 10 Stars! Must watch!



Steamboat on Saturday. I was really dying while eating. And then we celebrated birthday with Meiyern at night before they all went for another mid-night movie again. Whaaa.. Delicious New York strawberry cheesecake from Bakerzin :)

Yup, these end my July. Hoping for a greatest one starting tomorrow :D
Good luck for me in everything!

Sunday, 25 July 2010

别人

突然间我变得很情绪化
原本以为只是过渡期 没想到好像没有办法控制了
我想我真的变了 变得连我也不认识自己
现在的我
就只是想活在自己的安全区 谁都跨越不了 我也不想出去
表面上我对什么都不在乎 其实我
太在意别人怎样看自己 这样很难受
喜欢就喜欢 为什么不敢面对 为什么要刻意逃避
为什么因为别人的一句话 成全别人委屈了自己 变成了遗憾
不值得却来不及后悔
现在的我 说话字字都要很小心 万一讲错了什么 我又委屈了
如果别人说错话伤到我了 我不可以发脾气 只可以默默忍受 万一发脾气了
受伤的心要自己缝补 痛苦要往肚子里吞 也不可以诉苦
因为如果诉苦 又要引来一堆无聊的风波

要等你长大 还要等多久

Monday, 5 July 2010

Emotional sia !! :(

It's now office hours. I feel quite uneasy. And I hate it when I'm not going to tell people (I cannot tell though) what's wrong with me. I just don't feel like telling anyone. SO yea, I'm suffering from this illness that nobody can cure.

Stupid meeeeeeee :(

Thursday, 1 July 2010

It's all about Decision

I don’t know since when, everything has changed. The Person around me, the Feeling I have with, and the Way it should be. All of these changed all of a sudden. I can’t adapt to it at this moment and I feel so awkward. But pretend to be as usual. So disgusting of ME. And, I know no one will please me for my IDIOCY.

Maybe I should say, I need a Change so that I can continue my life journey, or else I will die out.