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Friday, 27 November 2009

离别

HAVE u ever experienced the kind of feeling when people are leaving u, one-by-one and one-by-one?

i have always thought that i am out of luck to have the persons i treasure to stay with me longer.
Justine left when i was 17. without any sign. it hurts.
Grandma left. when i have the chances to visit her more often. its all too late.
SynLiang left. an accident took him away forever. i miss him, still.
Matthew left. my 1st manager. he is not good in people's eyes. but he did teach me how to survive in this bloody cruel world.
LaoBan left. my 2nd manager. he is humorous. i am too dependent on him that i was kinda sad on his departure.
Lindsey is leaving soon. my super-supervisor. she is gentle. but nothing is gonna stop her from leaving us.

have u ever experienced this - in a very short 2 years time.
i understand - No One Is Indispensable
but it is so de-motivated.

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mummy is still away in phillipines with dad.. i want to talk to her. but i dont want to spoil her holiday mood.
anybody wants to speak with me?

Sunday, 15 November 2009

Night at Timbre@Art House

After 2 days of internet breakdown finally i can online again last nite.. and the 1st thing i did was log in to facebook !! arghh.. i think i'm addicted to fb already..



went to Timbre on friday nite.. vonny and pei jie joined us too!! but it was raining the whole nite..
The band is nice !! they are Goodfellas~



love them singing Lady Gaga's poker face!! we played poker cards too LOLx..
and of course we had beer and lots of good food.. ta da~





its quite a noisy place afterall.. so for me its not a good place to talk.. somehow have to shout !!? so.. i have no voice now.. anyway.. love to hang out with the ladies..



Thursday, 12 November 2009

幸福



Went to popular bookstore just now..
saw this literature of 吴淡如
she wrote this on the cover: 幸福, 是一件需要不断坚持的事情!
then i went to look for the price
Umm.. the price tag is at the reverse cover, a bit expensive but i saw another sentence, it says:
如果你想要达到目的地, 那么一定得忍受过程.
so i bought it.. for $20.45
why is it so ex !!? why ?? guess i will know it only after finish reading..

Tomorrow gonna go out with the ladies again =) its been so long since july !
we gonna eat, we gonna drink, we gonna relax, we gonna talk and talk and talk non-stop like mad the whole sweet night.. at the wonderful riverside !!
i'm prepared !! hows u ladies !!

Sunday, 8 November 2009

U get out =(

i think the auditor should just get out, GET OUT OF MY LIFE
it's sufferring.. my heart is pain..

Monday, 2 November 2009

Let's party and run !!

feel like updating my blog now, when its time to face my textbook instead of my laptop.. i feel like giving up !! i dun wan to study liao..

went to cayden's full month party at the eden last saturday.. cousin jazlyn' baby really sweet looking =) party was set up in the function room.. lots of good food, yummy yummy.. but cant eat too much cos on diet !! diet !! diet !!

stayed overnite at joey n steven's place!! love the place, its so peaceful !! played with little bryan too =D he is really cute at his age of 3!! talked and shouted alot!! hahas..



yea.. went to the GE woman 10k run the next morning with cousins and fren.. my god, woke up at 530 in the morning for the run!! and started run like mad at 715 without any warm-ups cos all of us were seriously late and also due to the crazy mc's scary "cheers" !!

hmm.. felt like giving up during the run.. coz legs a bit cramp.. cos did not do any practice for the race.. able to finish in about 1 hr 54 mins, felt not bad cos previously expected to take more than 2 hrs to complete the race, hahas !!

cant walk properly after the race, especially walking down the staircase.. slept like dying for half day.. and skipped class.. hahas!! the worst was people kept calling... mum called, frens called.. shd hv shutted off handphone.. but never do that... so it made me caught up with a "long lost" fren.. lolx.. nope la, finally he called n materialize his plan =) we gonna meet up very soon !!

okay.. must go back to study.. bless me bless everyone =)