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Wednesday, 24 June 2009

快乐是自己给的

Saw a guy in his early twenties walked in to the train just now. He looks great to me. A gentleman offered his seat for him. The young guy is like us. I mean he seems okay with his current life, in his happy mode, living his life like all of us. He happily talked to his friend and did not care about how people judge him, i guess? I admired and appreciated his positive attitude toward everything, at least at the moment when i saw him in the train. He looks bright and opened-minded.

He is not different from us. He is an ordinary cheerful guy.
Only, he will be holding his walking sticks, for-ever.
Only, he is a guy without his left leg.

Tuesday, 16 June 2009

如果我也可以用画画表达我现在的心情

如果我也可以用画画表达我现在的心情

我就可以画一个遇见难题就homesick的女孩子
它满脸通红
欲言又止
还有流不出来的眼泪……

我就不用像现在这样绞尽脑汁把现在的心情用文字一个一个打出来

“我最近实在很 郁闷!”

Saturday, 13 June 2009

阿公,对不起

星期四的早上
地铁停在人潮汹涌的serangoon月台
我什么都不想理 只想与那个吵杂的城市暂时隔离
静静听我的歌

地铁的门打开
我被面目狰狞的人潮挤到另一边门的角落

然而我看见一只发抖的手
白皙的手 老人的手 阿公的手

这只手很努力的想要在地铁继续启动前扶好柱子


看不到他的脸
却很心疼

月台一站一站过
包厢里还是爆满

看着离我最近坐在priority seat上熟睡的烂女人
很想请她起来让位给阿公
可是我却没有这样做

我在心里痛骂她
也痛恨自己的懦弱

阿公
真的
真的
真的很对不起没有帮上忙
因为我的懦弱
殃及身边需要被帮助的人


老天大概有听到我的请求
过一下子阿公就有位子坐了

真的对不起,阿公。

Thursday, 4 June 2009

爱 有多深


(photo from web)


“你来这里的时候,有看到外面种的玫瑰花吗?”



昨天 有一个小男孩他来做弥撒的时候他看到了。
他摘下了一朵,碰巧被园丁看见。
园丁就问小男孩你做什么啊?
小男孩说,我很喜欢花,我要带它回去

园丁听了也没说什么,他拿起花洒浇起了花来。
小男孩就问园丁你做什么啊?
园丁告诉小男孩,我爱花,我让它留下。

小男孩听了似懂非懂。
他把摘下的花给种回去。

可是 为时已晚。