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Saturday, 20 February 2010

哭过就好了

Just reached Singapore this morning!! Gotta back to work againnnnn....
Unpacked my luggage and did some cleaning to my room.. Feel the FRESHNESS~

But I am totally homesick again, just after 1/2 a day T.T

Was listening to 梁文音's newly released album all the day... This one deeply impressing me... 《哭过就好了

不喜欢怀疑什麽
并不表示我没有感受
看你微妙的变化 慢慢不同
我不是生气 只是心痛

最讨厌被误会了
但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变 但不能说
你会这麽做是我的错

哭过就好了 伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍
爱是为了拥抱 为了牵手
不是为了争吵 为了调头

哭过就好了 痛都会走的
记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

越多美好堆叠的过往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤
要找勇气却不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上某个地方



我從來都不說不.不是因為我願意,是因為我愛你
我從來都不生氣.不是因為我沒有脾氣,是因為我愛你
我從來都不哭.不是因為我沒有眼淚,是因為我愛你

Friday, 12 February 2010

祝我生日快樂

昨天早上的飛機從新加坡直飛沙巴
一大早就已經到達terminal 1了,卻在check-in時發現自己把Msia IC和driving license忘在家里
花1個小時來回機場 還好趕得及跟Keryn碰面
收到今年的第一份生日禮物, 超感動的 T.T



我們只能夠小聊了一下,然後抱抱,她就得上飛機回家了
我有好多心事...
我不知道可以跟誰說 我也不知道誰願意聽我說

回家前的那幾天 其實發生了很多事 甚至到今天還沒解決
我和同事發生爭執了 然後我們冷戰
我很真心的想要挽回這段友情
但她似乎想要放棄 說我們只要當很好的同事就好
她強烈想要離職的念頭更把我嚇壞了
我想我真的惹火她了 可是我卻沒有認錯
因為我還是認為我不完全有錯...
很固執吧
只覺得她突然間對任何事都太敏感 以致我不管做甚麼說甚麼 都有錯
我越描越黑 越解釋越把事情弄得更遭糕

我向2位朋友提起了
他們似乎都覺得問題不大 要我別想太多 事情會過去的
我沒有告訴他們
我其實辦不到

今天是我的農曆生日
我也跟馬迷提起了 她也說不要想太多
無論如何, 我想我不應該像現在這樣要別人為了自己的事情煩惱
謝謝馬迷給我的這個小紅包!

Friday, 5 February 2010

BBQ @ Downtown East

1st barbeque in Downtown East for the year!! I was kind of excited. Was so looking forward to this outing which we planned it since last December. But it ended up not so fun as I expected :(

SQ, LS, YM and I went overnight at the chalet after work on Friday. Had so much laughter in the cab! The taxi uncle with his earpiece on cannot hear what SQ said. Poor thing. Poor SQ. LOL

LT came and we chatted till mid-night. Really miss her so much but I don’t know how to express. Ended up talking about work-related stuff. Kept complaining. Non-stop complaining. And WT came joined us just right before LT left.

We bought loads of food stuff for the BBQ. Thanks shaun for helping us to carry the things!
We slept till about 10am the next day. Went for brunch at Nihon Mura. Had nice food.




Can’t imagine my stupid look like this. I don’t act like this in normal days. I must be infected by SQ’s virus.



Ha-ha! SQ was so funny too. It’s shaun offered her the seaweed huh. LOL.



Hmm... Stop stop! Should not have talked about this topic, feeling so YUCKKSSS. XD
Only 6 of us so we cancelled the cycling activity. Then we went to the arcade.




It was my 1st time taking this photo print here. I missed school times with my best buddies.



Till the time when BBQ time started.
We were so lucky to have 4 of the super nice guys be the chef of the night!




See them BBQ-ing so hard. Million thanks to KF, KC1, YK and KC2!!



And thanks SP for bringing them here to join us :) We should have got to know each other better. Look forward to our next gathering, if any! Ha-ha

We had another round of birthday celebration after the BBQ. This time it was with ZX, JT and I together.



Before everyone went off, we played some games in the room. Was not really co-operative during the game session cuz I really don’t like the game. Anyway, just thought if we show our interest in and made it end earlier, we will have our own fun time very soon. He-he.

Lastly we took this group photo in the room and waived good-bye.




Soccer, nuts, beer, whiskey and tequila in the lounge before bed. These made us slept so tight in the night :)

Thursday, 4 February 2010

LAUGH OUT LOUD as u can, pls

Sometimes i just hate myself for my lousy english !!
Will be okay. I promise.