Just back from our very 1st group study with wai tien & shiau shan.. i am very much left behind for my p2..i really need motivation to move on..God, Allah, KuanYin... please blessed me with very good memory, very good understanding and very good luck!!p/s: am going to night safari tomorrow after work.. hmm.. hope it be a fun outing with colleagues =)Still, i wonder why i was being grouped with Daryl & Ben to take the same cab home tomorrow nite? this is troubling me i dunno why..
It is another friday after-class-night.. i'm taking turn to use the washing machine.. it is already 11.52pm now, i need to get all my laundry done before i can go to sleep.. faster please..while waiting... feel like writing down how i spent my time last night.. i cant hide my joyous everytime i see kl.. i dont know if i can afford to undertake the stress if i talk about him here. i just feel like saying it out loud, only in my blog , not publicly..on monday he asked me out for dinner on thurs. he helped me to do some transfer of money in june so i returned him the ringgits cos he is going to do some shopping in KL over this weekend.. i complained that he did not bring me along he said his car is fulled =( i then said he's meeting me not bcos he wanted to see me but for the ringgits he said yes again =(he cared when i told him i had gastric for past few days.. and when ii said i want to watch the proposal he brought me to the cinema but we did not watch the movie at the end cos the show time was like, cannot match our schedule.. so we went to buy his redoxon it is some kind of vitamin C.. then we went to a coffee shop i had a cup of hot lemon tea he ordered for me to warm up my stomach.. i'm glad when he said will go for the movie with me next week.. i wonder will he remember that??i know very little about what i want for my future and he can read my mind.. he knows i am upset.. he knows i need motivation to move on.. he knows i wish to have a change.. i only know he is doing very good, even though he keeps complaining how heavy workloads he has, and how stress he is.. apart from this, he is doing well in everything..i tried to share my rough idea hoping him to support me and he did. he tried to make sure that i give myself more chances and take my time to think about it thoroughly cos it is not in a rush to do a change..one thing i'm quite upset with was that, he said he doesnt mind to be the matchmaker and intro me to his bro's those very outstanding engineering friends so that i can get married to a good guy very soon and need not to worry about my future =( =( =(anyway i will forgive him for so many " =( " i typed in this blog cos he kept company me on my long way home last night =p
Took 1 day medical leave and slept from 10am to 6pm yesterday finally i went back to work again today with slight drowsiness caused by stupid medicines.. everybody said i shd have another day rest at home coz i looked shoooo restless.. Umm.. of course restless coz nothing inside my stomach except bread n water since yesterday..thought i only had fever n diarrhoea.. but doctor said i've got gastric too.. i wonder??wadever it is, i hate to eat those medicine !!anyway im okay right now.. can blog, can facebook, can msn.. hahas.. wish me good health always =)
It was tax colleagues and ex-colleagues outing yesterday.. i went to sing k with wai tien, yee mun, lindsey, vonny, lishan, boon siew n pei jie.. and had steamboat dinner afterthat =)seriously i sick for 2 days already but i dont want to be alone at home so i decided to just join them..
that was my 1st time ktv since i came to singapore.. funny! wai tien said gonna bring me out more often.. heee.. had so so much fun at topOne ktv n surprisingly i can still sing! i like lishan's voice =)ktv till 6pm and we went for dinner @ Happy Pay Steamboat & Chef.. we had delicious Sri Lanka crabs, prawns.. and lots of seafood.. how i wish thr was someone to help me peel off all the crabs n prawns shells haha!! fact was no one thr so i did not enjoy the crabs n prawns much =p
I'm still so sick.. nose is still being blocked.. skin's very dry.. voice changed until mum thought she called the wrong person this morning.. i dont wan to go n see doctor!! i hate eating medicine!! hope vitamin C n water can help..mum said dad's going back to the east tmr early morning.. i should hv to go back to johor yday de.. i only saw dad thrice this year.. so little.. haiz.. i feel like go home now.. yea, steph called just now and asked me to go eat dinner at her house cos she n her housemates will b cooking tonite! woaa how sweet of her.. but too bad i really restless n dun feel like moving my body..
i think i caught cold.. since i came back from msia on tuesdaymy nose blocked.. today worse =(i didnt talk much today and feel restlesssomemore our joice and syl, the intern girl and boy are leaving tmrthere will be no more fun, no jokes, no gossips, no laughing starting next monday..hmm.. moody and quite sad actually..Hey.. i wanna blog about grandma's 3rd yr of death ceremony lar not abt chasing my nose and the interns..very good i met bros again since chinese new year.. how i wish i could stay with brothers, sister, mum n dad forever.. haiz..it was a very very big ceremony.. the "house" that dad asked ppl to build for grandma, grandfather, uncle and another 5 of dad's uncles and aunties was a 2 & a half storey house.. wow, gorgeous.. furnitures, servants, cars, bikes, all provided.. and cash.. $$$ i cant imagine how flat is dad's wallet now.. T.Tthe ceremony last for 3 days and 3 nights.. very tired but very serious still during the ceremony.. all uncles, aunties, cousins, friends were so helpful and supportive =)finally this grand ceremony was held and end.. grandma rests peacefully in her 80s.. grandma will "po bi" all of us, hee.. we took many photos.. but the photos are not with me..one good thing, i love my nephew tee sheng jie heapssss... he followed all wad i did during the ceremony, he is so good boy n clever.. he's only 4yrs old this year and he is so chubby now.. omg, he is so handsome so cannot be chubby.. i taught him sit-up to flatten his tummy and small bro was surprised that jie jie able to do that!! so cute!! and i forced him to call me "da gu" whenever and wherever he sees me.. wuaahahaaa... he loves me i guess.. and i definitely love him..one bad thing was 2 of my beloved brothers got into a fight during the ceremony.. i was not there to help and stop the fight.. the rest of the days me and mom were like a layer cake.. mom said that was the true meaning of "in a dilemma".. quite correct huh... the next day dad brought mum, me, small bro, big bro and sis-in-law to visit the graveyard where grandfather, grandma and dad's little brother will be sleeping forever there.. dad talked a lots.. and he finally made the 2 brothers peace.. i love dad.. he can make everything back to square one.. he managed to make them hugged.. hahaaha.. touching..mom got lots of worries and i am not going to tell.. i told myself i will help her =)I have a wish.. keep it a secret for the moment =) wish me more luck yo!!Good news for myself.. big bro is getting his architect friend to design his future semi-detached double storey house in sabah.. he did reserve a room for me n sis.. wuaahahaa.. so will be leaving the same old house for small bro!? wadever it is as long i will have my new room soon!! hee.. big bro showed me the idea drawn by the designer.. I like it~!! but i wonder how often will i go back to the East? heee... well, i will fully utilised it.. okay, treat tat as my holiday resort then.. set!! =D
That was pei jie's last day on 23 July.. one day earlier than expected.. we had farewell dinner at ParkRoyal Hotel on Beach Road for both her and lao ban the saturday 2 weeks before this..It's true as wad she wrote on her farewell card to me, we both got very very different characteristics even we were borned on the same month.. Haha.. horoscopes' sometimes not quite accurate rite =pShe's now not in the office anymore.. its even more silent.. how? pei jie will u come back often to visit us or have lunch together like these few days? we all miss ur laughters alotss and tien tien misses u the most especially on mondays.. heee... from now on i'll try not to hv monday blues liao else she also feels blues.. hahas...U will be continuing ur studies again.. hope ur plans turn out just right k..u will have my best wishes in ur future endeavours~!!really really glad to have met u gal.... must always update us ya..just update ur blog and ii will share with ur lovely frens in office =)Take very good care and do keep in touch!
