"the Auditor"

It is another friday after-class-night..

i'm taking turn to use the washing machine.. it is already 11.52pm now, i need to get all my laundry done before i can go to sleep.. faster please..

while waiting... feel like writing down how i spent my time last night.. i cant hide my joyous everytime i see kl.. i dont know if i can afford to undertake the stress if i talk about him here. i just feel like saying it out loud, only in my blog , not publicly..

on monday he asked me out for dinner on thurs. he helped me to do some transfer of money in june so i returned him the ringgits cos he is going to do some shopping in KL over this weekend.. i complained that he did not bring me along he said his car is fulled =( i then said he's meeting me not bcos he wanted to see me but for the ringgits he said yes again =(

he cared when i told him i had gastric for past few days.. and when ii said i want to watch the proposal he brought me to the cinema but we did not watch the movie at the end cos the show time was like, cannot match our schedule.. so we went to buy his redoxon it is some kind of vitamin C.. then we went to a coffee shop i had a cup of hot lemon tea he ordered for me to warm up my stomach.. i'm glad when he said will go for the movie with me next week.. i wonder will he remember that??

i know very little about what i want for my future and he can read my mind.. he knows i am upset.. he knows i need motivation to move on.. he knows i wish to have a change.. i only know he is doing very good, even though he keeps complaining how heavy workloads he has, and how stress he is.. apart from this, he is doing well in everything..

i tried to share my rough idea hoping him to support me and he did. he tried to make sure that i give myself more chances and take my time to think about it thoroughly cos it is not in a rush to do a change..

one thing i'm quite upset with was that, he said he doesnt mind to be the matchmaker and intro me to his bro's those very outstanding engineering friends so that i can get married to a good guy very soon and need not to worry about my future =( =( =(

anyway i will forgive him for so many " =( " i typed in this blog cos he kept company me on my long way home last night =p