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Sunday, 31 January 2010

Early birthday celebration

It was a stressful Friday for me due to the GST submission deadline.
Luckily, we got a February babies’ birthday party in the evening.




The ‘babies’ are Ei Cho and I :)



Thank Fiona for the yummilicious orange cake !!



Everyone was so happy. TGIF... lol

Sunday, 24 January 2010

JJ, again. lol



Received a mms this afternoon, it seemed to be very nice weather in sabah when I was still in my dreams in singapore. LOL

Ha-ha, JJ is so kpo. He’s trying to help out big brother to wash the double-cab outside the gate. Mummy told me he was playing in the bath tub for almost half an hour last night, which was = my talking time with her last night. Hmm, she's dropping me a hint.. But it is true that JJ loves to play with water :P

Anyway, did not talk about work with mummy this time, really scare that she would never picked up my phone call again. jess, jia you by yourself lah. and try to make decision by yourself. JIA YOU

Tuesday, 19 January 2010

:(

I thought I can pretend as if nothing has happened, for this time, again. I don’t know how many times I had mention about someone is leaving or has left, in my blog. I honestly wanted to make clear that this blog is not opened for this purpose. But I just can’t avoid discussing this topic recently :(

To cut it short, YM has resigned. Again another of my good friend cum colleague is leaving us soon, leaving me alone with SQ [ SQ, don’t worry. You still have me, and we have PWT, SP and LS :) ] Please note again I’m not blaming anyone, just like I did not blame the others. This is a fact. I know she has this intention since long ago, at least 6 months ago. I’m prepared. And she has prepared me about this too.


I will be fine again. I will be fine very soon. Just that i still wonder why am I still here while most of my close colleagues have left. I want to know why....

Okie, I’m into a business opportunity lately. I thought i can start it well and yet i did not. As there are quite loads of things has happened / happening, which made me can’t really concentrate on that. I hope those who care about me understand me and give me some time. To be a multi-tasker, at least at the very early stage, I need to be trained to be multitasked, what I need is time, I need space to breath and please leave me alone at this point of time. I don’t want it to be some kind of stress that avoids me to proceed with achieving my dreams. PLEASE.

All I want now is HOLIDAYS! I miss papa, I miss mummy, I miss da gor & xiao gor, I miss sis, I miss JJ, I miss everyone in the House. A short and relax break will recharge me to the fullest for me to face the cruel world again, after cny. Jia you!

Wednesday, 13 January 2010

Little JieJie again




Just after talking to mummy last night, I get her to mms me JieJie’s latest photo.
Then she sent me only in this morning. Made me waiting for her the last whole night.
Picture was taken when JieJie waiting for his school bus this morning.
He looks so smart in his school uniform! And, that is my kindergarten school badge!! LOL...
I just can’t wait to go home!!

Tuesday, 12 January 2010

Little JieJie


J: mummy 啊, 在做莫?

JJ: ah ma在洗碗.

J: ???

J: 叫大姑

JJ: 大姑

J: ah ma leh?

JJ: ah ma在洗碗

J: 叫ah ma 听电话

JJ: ah ma在洗碗oh...

J: 叫ah ma 听电话la

JJ: ah ma在洗碗..

J: 我知道la. 拿电话放在ah ma耳朵

JJ: 什么..耳朵?

J: … …

JJ: *@^#$%&;! ….....

J: 你在讲什莫oh ??

JJ: !#$%^&*" ..….....

J: huh?

M: 他放电话在地上, 在自言自语拉.

J: … …

Lol.. My little jie jie knows how to talk liao. We can communicate liao. I can speak with him when I’m back in Sabah liao. I can bring him to the kindergarten for a day liao. Shooooooooo excited!! I miss everyone in the house! Work is not fun at all, now.

Sunday, 10 January 2010

Kukup Trip


I just came back from my crazy Kukup trip =D
It is not a fun place to go. So a 2-Day-1-night stay is more than enough.



Kukup is a tiny fishing village. With many nice ah pek, ah ma, uncle, aunty, didi, mei mei, and baby.
They are all kind and lovely people.



I enjoyed this short trip with all of you ladies.
Because of you, this trip was so FUN!! Thank you all darlings =)

Thursday, 7 January 2010

Some negative thoughts

It’s been 2 weeks we’ve been struggled together. We faced problems. We helped each other. We complained. We’re not going to have a better tomorrow if the situation persists. One fine day; someone might leave, someone might go, and someone might stay.

I’m not contented at all. I can’t concentrate at work. I lost attention to a lot of things. I lost my way. And this keeps me missing home, missing mummy, missing daddy, missing those who come into my mind.

Everyone is still happily playing around as if there has nothing happened. You pretend. I pretend. She/he pretends. But I’m totally stressed out. I lost a sense of security. Because. Everything seems to be so faked. Everything seems to be too far away. Anything can happen without any sign. Nothing is going to last. Forever.

Saturday, 2 January 2010

01.01.2010


I have had my 2010 New Year celebration in Toa Payoh this year. I stayed overnight on New Year eve with sweet girls Keryn, Vivian, Plastic Peng and Khang Ling. We had our homemade steamboat for dinner. We had white wine, red wine and honey Choya. And a sweet cake from the Cake House sharp at 12.01am on 01.01.2010. Happy 2010 everybody!