I'm not forgotten =)

I smsed Justin and he replied =)
Aww~ so sweet of him..

Yea.. i'm not forgotten!!
I'm so in my happy mode last nite.

We have not keeping in touch since last year after chinese new year.. I missed the time he would definitely call when i back in sabah for holidays.. I would lock myself in the room chatting on the phone for whole night till mum and sis feel suspicious.. haaha.. I told them that only happened for once or twice a year, very rare like a shooting star so please do not disturb =p

Aahhh.. i lost my msia sim card recently but will get the same numbers back very soon, when dad is back in batu pahat this coming august hopefully!! Yeah.. i will have my numbers 012-xxxxxxx back.. hehe

I'm great you're fine, Justin.. I'm sure we will see each other again =)

Saturday Nite @ ndp09 ne3

In the orchard central.. Me and yeemun felt that we're already too old to shop like those poly girls.... getting tired only after a while of shopping.. Argghh..

Time was around 515pm when i was queuing to get warm barley drinks at the toast box at CentrePoint.. It was very crowded and noisy but my sleepiness did not fade away... my stomach was complaining about last nite's strawberry yogurt.. =[

Finally it's time to go for the ndp09 rehersal.. on our long long way to the place, we're scolding syl.. he told us that it is the fastest way to reach if we exit from raffles city.. ggrrrhh.. my legs were about to cramp!

the sun was still so BIG at 6pm++ till my face was reddish n needed to be measured on my temperature at the entrance.. isshhh... dont anyhow thought tat i hv h1n1 k, everybody was looking at me.. but its good if i was suspected to have h1n1 so i can rest at home for a week.. hah!!

thanks syl for the tickets anyway =)


Before sunset.. hee.. yeemun n i


Everyone got a very big fun pack.. drinks and food and everything inside..
with these 3 things i like the most.. heehe..


The shows began with the big hot sun... yee mun was telling me she wanted to go home.. she hates hot sun.....
i told her it was too late .. wuahahaa.. dont waste the ticket i meant =D









the shows finally ended with beautiful fireworks....


We enjoyed the show!! =)


the rehersal ended early, but GSS still on =p
we went for a quick shopping again in Marina Square.. heehe..
I've got myself a MNG skirt at only $35!! Yee mun bought a white sleeveless blouse at $29.... super cheap!!

SaturDay

Went to lunch at 老北京 plaza singapura with yee mun yday afternoon..
Look at our food, so so so delicious and it only cost us $19.8 per pax!

1st dish, 北京烤鸭 each of us had around 5 pcs of it .. yummy


2nd dish, 小笼包.. my 2nd time having this, 1st time was back in 2006 in taiwan.. haha.. =p


3rd dish, wuahahahaa.. 滋补养生汤, with abalone inside.. heehe.. good for ladies..


4th dish, 刀削面(素食) kinda salty coz of tat 金针菇? cant finish this cox i dont like the taste..


5th dish, 翡翠豆腐 wuah~ yummy wor.. must try this..


last dish, cannot remember wads this called but me and yee mun so falled-in-love with it.. a kind of 甜品 mixed with dragon fruits, strawberry, nata de coco, sago, jelly and sour soup..


we talked a lotss.. i missed the time i went out for lunch/dinner with family in msia when i saw people sitting together with dad mum bros and sis.. umm.. i missed home again..

okay.. yee mun needed a red shirt so we went to HangTen and got each of us a piece of this at only $8!! haha.. very red


After that we headed to the newly opened Orchard Central.. Hmmzz.. very big shopping mall but not much shops opened yet.. anyway we managed to get 5 pairs of eye masks and a free face mask! yay.. i gonna use it tonite..

逃避

当一个人开始对我好的时候，我就会开始怀疑他的意图
当一个人开始凡事都先想到我的时候，我就会开始怀疑他的意图
当一个人开始只对我说话柔声细语的时候，我就会开始怀疑他的意图

当一个人让我开始怀疑他的意图的时候，我会不由自主选择逃避 …… 和继续怀疑他的意图……

Depressed

2nd day of work without lao ban again..
do i really need to jot down wads happening since lao ban left..? i made myself looked so stupid..

Hmm.. i seriously need somebody to speak with.. but somebody is not around to listen.. maybe somebody thought that i'm enjoying my life now.. somebody does not know i need to talk.. i gave up!!

At least someone cheered me up today.. i was offered a chance to the ndp full-dressed rehersal this saturday.. was thinking to go back to batu pahat over the weekends, but i think it is better for me to go out to the crowd and get some fresh human air even there might be H1N1.....

i was totally annoyed by the weird dream since last thursday.. mum called me early this morning to make very sure that i'm alright.. coz she had a frightening dream last nite.. the dream was about me but she refused to tell me wads the dream was all about.. i feel like crying.. Mum's too worried..

I'm not afraid of death.. i'm not afraid of dreaming friend who passed away.. dont make it sounds scary.. it''s fate that everyone will die on one fine day.. there's people die everyday but it is not good to keep talking about death in normal days like these.. it makes me miss syn liang badly these few days.. i feel depressed, i'm in low spirit..

1st day of work without lao ban

Today's 1st day of work without lao ban.. feeling abit weird.. production of work was super low.. admin stuffs for the day.. the brain cannot function properly.. office was so quiet.. nobody talks nonsense with me too.. monday blues as usual so lunched-in as usual...

Umm.. life's still going on.. no class on this coming friday.. so got to perk up myself with lots of lots of lots of works this week! jia you!!

Received a letter from the ACCA UK last nite.. typo error on my home address but luckily it reached me finally.. wrote an email to notify them about this hope will get my welcome pack in a complete condition soon..

Today . not a special but unforgettable day

Am going back again to malaysia tmr, even it's only for 2 days + 1 nite.. coz mum is there again in batu pahat!!
I missed her too much that i made her to give up in taking care of dad and bro's daily meals but coming back to the west malaysia so that i can see her earlier.. i know i'm bad but i wanted to see her badly.. Hee..
So tmr, guessing i'd be taking the earliest train to kranji station and then, also take the earliest bus from larkin bus terminal to bp!!!
WOooOoooo.. really cant wait to go home again..

I'm so not looking forward to this 17 july 2009.. this is very unusual that i dont like fridays..
Today is Lao Ban's last day working in smcpl. he is leaving us..
Chee Wai is our manager for 3 years plus. I've been working with and learning from him for a year plus.
He taught me alot and alotsssss - work-related and personal issues.. he's the best boss i've ever met. He makes me felt hard to say goodbye to..

I quoted a sentence from the web in the farewell card saying:
"Now that you're leaving, things wont be the same again.. but i will always be wishing the best for you!"
this is wad exactly i wanted to tell him in person... things wont be the same again.. definitely 100% different from tmr onwards!
i will miss him badly.. i feel down..



lao ban gave each of us a gift.. i like it so much that he really analysed wad siuts us and he spent his time for each of us..
He gave me a mouse pad on 2007 christmas, a ballpoint pen with a sweet pinky bear on top on 2008 christmas, a cardholder and a multicolour cute cute rabbit ballpoint pen when he returned from shanghai trip 2009, and now a pink smirk pouch! So touched..

Sometimes you just have to smile, pretend everything's okay, hold back the tears and just walk away..
how "lucky" i have to rush for class before the day ends for work.. else.. i dont know wad will happen if i stay till the very last second seeing he steps out of the office......... still trying hard to calm myself..

Umm... okay, just now on my way back home from class at around 2230hr, checked on a sms from landlord sent at 2106hr:
"I have cook logan dessert soup for everyone. Later when you come back can have a bowl if want. 8-)"
funny sms ended with smiley face with specs on.. this smiley face cheers me up
Haha! chester is very good in cooking.. he made us mango pudding, herbal chicken soup, ginkgo longan dessert, etc etc etc..
Hmm.. no wonder i never slim down even i dont take dinner =p

Had a weird dream

Yea, as my title goes.. i had a weird dream last nite

In the dream.....
I was in a supermarket to get a drink before rushing to my p2 class.
In the mid of "searching", a guy who happened to be my secondary schoolmate handed me a can of coke with a straw and a coin, saying his friend wanted me to have it and he would pay for me.
oOooopppsssss... ..
When i turned my head, i cant really see the face.. it was too bright and blur.. but i knew he is Syn Liang.. he was standing there..
I can sense he's smiling..
Am happy to meet him again.. in the dream =)

He would never speak with me in the dreams just like the 1st time..
Aaahh... this was the 2nd time i dreamed of him since he passed away last year.. sobs sobs... .. ...
Am i missing him too much? or was it a sign of... err.. anything??
I wonder.. nobody knows why......

For Will...

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我很想认识你

你喜欢的女孩是什么类型

周末的时候 都去哪里

最爱的是哪部电影

你喜欢看喜剧 口头禅是we will see

你会自己作词写曲

但我知道你 不只是这样而已

我相信 你只要多一点点 勇气

就会发现我这里有很多的惊喜

多希望 能成为你生命里的话题

能和你一起 拥有完整的心

可以的话 一起再瘦三到五公斤

第2个我想念的朋友

继第一篇我很想念的2个朋友
我现在要写第2个咯~
这篇写好一阵子了，今天有空整理整理就po上来

自从去年因为搬家的事情我跟我的好朋友闹翻了
我一直以为我们永远是好朋友
不管发生什么事都会一直是好朋友
我们的友谊从中学6年延伸到大学3年
加上零零碎碎在新加坡的这1年半
有太多的回忆是我很珍惜的
可是却有人质问我：会不会是你想的太天真？

我们因为搬家的事闹翻
不搬家应该就没事了
我害她白出了房子的订金
冲动 是我最强的弱点
简单来说，她好像被我“放飞机”了。
结果我们就这样互相不联络半年
很幼稚

我以为这件事会有烟消云散的一天
一切的误解会被谅解 被体谅
我也以为我在今年的3月遇到了这一天
才发现那是我自己亲手挖的无底洞
在等待别人把我推下去 永远也爬不起来

4月份的热浪岛之旅是我期盼2个好朋友重逢的旅程
1个月前我努力了好久好久
终于她答应我的邀约
让2个好朋友再一次一起出去透透气 一起出去玩 一起去放松

出发前的那个晚上
我们约好在地铁站见面 一起去搭巴士
等她的时候我收到了一封简讯
对当时的我来说 那简直就是一颗没有计时的炸弹
当场就把我炸的粉身碎骨
内容是她有一些事情没办法跟我同行
不论我再怎样坚持 她的电话关机就是关机

我杵在人潮里什么也不能做，头脑怎样也不能清醒
马迷来电才把我带回现实

巴士里坐在陌生人旁边的我没了该有的矜持
眼泪不停往脸颊两边滑下来
我才终于清楚别人对我的讽刺
真的很讽刺

从那一刻开始
我的生命里 没有好朋友
我的回忆里 没有好朋友
我的现实里 没有好朋友
这个被形容词包装的太美好的名词 很虚假 很做作

没有了好朋友我也要去enjoy那个热浪岛之旅
至少它让我对一个不是好朋友的朋友有深一层的认识
我开始喜欢这个不是好朋友的朋友
因为不是好朋友 我们之间不会存在那种对好朋友的期待

kl, 谢谢你适时的支持和鼓励
真心的批评会维护我们的友情。

长长了的短发

我的头发长长了！
扎起来有我的手掌那么长！

but
又到了游走在剪短 还是不剪短之间

我想
我这一次修一修就好

不
剪
短
=)

Moody..

很轻松很写意的星期天早上
我轻松不起来
可怕的是我不知道为什么

是想家吗？
是害怕上课吗？
是laoban和peijie要离开了吗？
还是我开始害怕打电话找不到人？


上个星期收到一封简讯
“Dear O Blood Donors, your type is needed urgently. Please donate at Bloodbank@HSA in Outram this weekend. Call Red Cross 62200183 for more info. Thank you.”

现在我还是坐在电脑桌前发呆，没有采取行动。
是不是我也需要被急救？