The Auditor III

- CASE CLOSED -

I Need A Change

I was very down the day before. Was in very bad mood. Anyway when things get a little bit better, I don’t really need a blog. I’m too realistic, sometimes. What I need to do now is: To be very patient.

Went for dinner with colleagues after OT-ing. We went all the way to this ulu place in Commonwealth. It is ulu, at least for me, in the way that it is like those very old restaurants in Malaysia. This is an open area hawker anyway. With the old songs playing around the ears, I totally missed the times staying with family while enjoying the good food. We talked like nobody’s business. We laughed like no one’s business. This was very fun which couldn’t be explained all in words :)

I was drunk last Friday, in Lunar. LOL. Totally fell asleep after got into the cab. When I woke up in the next morning, I was in the other’s house. Whoa~ luckily I have a bunch of nice friends :) Yea! I shall love all of you much more than now!

Teardrops on my cheeks

Finally burst out, when talking on the phone... finally

I woke up this morning and both eyes swollen like a puff. When it is mentally stressed and tired, and no one really cares, it then explodes.

Now I aware that my working life is like a seesaw. It rides me up and down. What should one comments when a very important person left, or decided to leave? What if not only ONE? What if one day I cannot take it anymore? Will I just get heart attack and say bye bye?

I feel that I’m very strong all these while. I stay alone in an unfamiliar country. I work with people from different cultures. I exercise my patience. I pretend I’m okay no matter what has happened. I listen to others’ problem and try to resolve for them. I keep everything to myself.

I’m so proud of myself!! Anyway, when I’m fully packed I wish to have someone who will listen to me. That is all I want.