may JUNE be another good start too

While it is the time to sleep now, I feel so actively ACTIVE and am doing my blogging now here in BlogSpot, my ALL times favorite place. This is all because I just did all the "duties" like a pupil in school. I swept the floor, I mopped the floor, I washed the bathroom, I brushed the toilet, and I did all the cleanings at the time of 10pm. I am so willing to do all this without an order or gentle reminders. Don't you share the same mind as mine? :)

Yea. I totally love the month of May. Not because of work or friends. For work, there is something that is yet to be announced: There will be a major change in my workplace, Re-shuffle and Re-structure of tax department, with effect from 1st June 2010, due to departure of one of the Tax Director. It doesn't mind. I will just adapt and adopt. I love May because of the important decision I have made. Quoted from whoever ever said this: The life you are living now was determined by the decision you had made 5 years ago. This is truthfully true. So now try to think: What are you really WANT in your LIFE? It is never too late for a change :)

This question hits my heart, deep inside to the bottom. It is so true right!! What do I really want in my life?!! And what you want in yours?!! I don't want to work till 65 years old, the average retirement age in Singapore!! Oh my dear... That's so damn old!! I can't imagine how my face looks like when I'm 65!! No no... With this decision I'm sure I look so much younger when my age hits 65 :D

When this important decision was slowly formed inside my little and easily fragile heart, I started feeling my life getting easier and I live my life lively. Though I'm still stressed at work and confused by human relationship. I'm anyhow not easily get affected now :) Just take it easy okay, girls and guys out there!!

So I'm trying to have a change, slowly by slowly to become a brand new myself. What I need to do now is to build up my confident. Yea, be more Confidence and be more Firm. Oh yah, before that, I got to cure my Decision Making Disorder ("DMD") and Slower Than Snails ("STS"). ROFL. Wahahahaha!!

Hoping for a good start in May

I’m supposed doing my works that I brought home but I’m blogging now. OMG.. What is Tax Equalization? I’m doing the thing that I don’t really understand what it means. Anyway I will try my very best to complete it before Thursday ends. Cuz I’m going to Malacca on Friday!!

It has been very tough for me during the month of April. I faced failures. And I lost faith in true friendship. This was the second time I feel so bad after the Redang Trip incident.. This time, I have a chance to find out why she did that to me but I don’t wish to know the fact. I’m just afraid and tired of being cheated.

It might be too stress for me that I made myself cried in front of my friends..

It was the very first time I made myself drunk in the pub too. Good experience for me. And that I realized I have a bunch of friends who are always being with me and supporting me. Sometimes the ways they talked were harsh, but at least that were from the bottom of their hearts.

I’m surprised that I felt so weird when I have to go home alone recently. It must be something wrong with me.

So after this blog, I decided to put my works aside and throw myself into the bed and wake up earlier in the morning! LOL. Nightmares go away and Sweet dreams please come to me :)