The Auditor II

Suddenly I feel like don’t know why I want to talk about the Auditor again.

He is really a good friend that he will make those people who have an over-sensitive nerve like me to think of his intention of being so often in dating me out for lunch or dinner, shopping or getting presents for his friends and his parents, from month to month. Just before New Year, we went to get my nephew new clothes. That moment was deeply impressed :) Sometimes we talk about own problems. We talked about work or family matters. We listened and tried to comfort each other. Sometimes we play jokes on each other too. That was really a fun part because from there I got to know he will not take any action for the moment. It is so funny and I feel so stupid.

And recently, during and after the Lunar New Year, I was sort of being a little bit uncontrollable thinking of him when I felt real moody. As at now, I am so stressed by work. The person I feel like want to talk to is the Auditor. Maybe it is solely because he is not one of my boss or colleagues.

I ever promised to myself that I will not think of him or talk about him again. But I failed to do so. It is really hard to forget a person than to remember a person. That is why I failed. I hate him sometimes because he really makes me so reluctant in getting new guy friends.

To get rid of all these, I gave myself a long deep thought.

I made promise to myself again. I will not try hard to forget everything about him and I will keep him in my mind. That was a sweet memory anyway :) because we have known each other for 6 years, such a long time. I am thankful to have him in my life. He filled one part of my life.

My relationship status now is not complicated anymore. I-AM-SINGLE-AND-AVAILABLE. Ha-ha!!

I will start from now, look for other better opportunities!! I believe there is SOMEONE out there who will treasure me :) So, Kuan Yin, Tua Pek Gong, Allah, God, and whatever God in the heaven, please, please grant the SOMEBODY the POWER when I need a shoulder and a warm big hug.