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Thursday, 7 January 2010

Some negative thoughts

It’s been 2 weeks we’ve been struggled together. We faced problems. We helped each other. We complained. We’re not going to have a better tomorrow if the situation persists. One fine day; someone might leave, someone might go, and someone might stay.

I’m not contented at all. I can’t concentrate at work. I lost attention to a lot of things. I lost my way. And this keeps me missing home, missing mummy, missing daddy, missing those who come into my mind.

Everyone is still happily playing around as if there has nothing happened. You pretend. I pretend. She/he pretends. But I’m totally stressed out. I lost a sense of security. Because. Everything seems to be so faked. Everything seems to be too far away. Anything can happen without any sign. Nothing is going to last. Forever.